Category: Daily Devotional

Scripture: 1 John 2:9 Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness.

Observation: I want to walk in the light, I teach a class at the church, I serve at church, I read my bible every day and do this journal so why am I still walking in the dark? Lately any thought I have about others is negative and if I let it, it grows to anger. Not only is my initial feeling negative, but it lingers with me to the point if I see that person again I’m mad at them for now reason. The way I think of others is the opposite of how Jesus would treat them or expect me to treat them.

Application: I need to be convicted right away if I feel poorly about someone and think right away of how Jesus would feel. All the love and grace He has given me and yet I can’ return the favor to others. I need to make the way I treat others a priority I must make a better effort to look at others as my brothers and sisters and children of the Lord.

Prayer: My Lord forgive me for being so mean and hurtful to others in my thoughts. I want to be kind and loving to others and be a representative for you but I’m a sinner. Help me repay the grace you have given me to others and that they would feel loved and important by the way I treat them and my thoughts towards them.

Scripture: 1 John 1: [7] But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.

Observation: Am I walking in the light? If I am why am I so full of hate and anger at times. Why do I look at people in such a negative light and why isn’t my heart more bent in helping others instead of looking at my own needs. I should be able to look at others as Jesus would, yet my first reaction is to judge and look for something wrong in them. I’m walking on the wrong side of the street.

Application: I’m aware how I am and I need to change. There is no reason why I shouldn’t receive people as children of my Lord. I need to humble myself before my Lord and beg for forgiveness for the way I am and to ask for God’s help to be better.

Prayer: Forgive me Lord for the way I thought about Chelsea, the nurse at work, the way I treated Maritza when she asked for more turkey, the evil thoughts I have for Mark across the street and the way I place myself above others. Humble your servant for these are your children and should be treated with the love and respect they deserve. I love you Lord, help me be that man you desire me to be.

Scripture: 2 Peter 3:11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives

Observation: I know what kind of life would honor God and He deserves all of my love, my praise and obedience. However that is not the life I live every day. My thoughts are for me first, what do I want to do with the time He has given me, I take care of my needs first along with my desires. The moments I live the Godly life are outweighed by the times I don’t.

Application: I need to start thinking of me less and about why God has me here. I’m here to love and honor Him. I just got finished reading Mark about when the Pharisee asked what was the most important commandment, to love God with all of your heart, soul, mind and strength and my life needs to reflect that truth. God needs to come first in my life and then others and then me. I know it will be a struggle, but I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Prayer: Dear Lord I want to live a Godly life in glory and honor to you, but I’m a sinner. I need you to take charge and fill be with the Holy Spirit and help me each day to put you first in all that I do. I’m selfish, weak and wretched and without you I can’t even come close to living the life that will honor you. Help me be who you want me to be.

Scripture: 2 Peter 2: [19] They promise them freedom, while they themselves are slaves of depravity–for a man is a slave to whatever has mastered him.

Observation: For the longest time depression was my master and controlled all that I did. Even today I will hear the call of my old master trying to draw me close to him again. My master now is my Lord and savior, Jesus, and I need to stay attentive to Him so I don’t get dragged back to my old life.

Application: I need to spend more time with my Lord so that I may understand His desire for my life. There are so many things that I can’t do and one of the main ones is running my own life and knowing what is best for me. Jesus is the master of my life and He loves me and wants what is best for me, so why would I resist His calling on my life?

Prayer: My Lord you know I struggle every day and even now as I’m writing this I’m feeling horrible and am wondering what is happening in my body. Instead of focusing on my pain open my eyes to what you desire of me and give me strength to go on to complete the tasks you have set for me. I do love you, help me live a life that would prove that.

Scripture: 2Peter 1:3 His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness.

Observation: I keep wanting more each day whether it’s security, money, possessions, better job or better health. I want more even though Jesus has already given me everything. He has given me everything in this life that I will ever need and has given me knowledge that I could only get from Him. Through Christ glory and goodness I’m wealthy and don’t need anything else.

Application: I need, like Paul, to be content in any and all situations. My Lord has supplied me with all I need and more and I need to stop searching for things in this world which I do not need. Not only has my Lord supplied me with everything I need to tell others of His generosity in my life and that same generosity is available to them.

Prayer: My Lord thank you for taking care of your servant. Thank you for all you have blessed me with and that you have equipped me to fulfill the purpose you have created me for. Help me today to draw nearer to you and to help touch the lives of others in your name.

Scripture: 1 Peter 5: [7] Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

Observation: I seem to pick and choose what I will give God and that includes my anxiety. I don’t know if I don’t give Him the things I think I can handle or keep the pain that I have no hope to lose. God calls me to give Him all of my anxiety and to trust Him in everything, so why don’t I. My father and my Lord have proven their love for me and their power to take care of anything that might come up so why am I so stubborn to reject such love and compassion?

Application: When I don’t trust my Lord it is showing Him I don’t believe He can help or that I don’t love Him as much as I tell Him I do. I need to trust God with all of my heart and all of my situations, this is the faith He is looking for in me. To get rid of my pride and draw nearer to my loving Father. I don’t have to live in fear anymore, because God is with me and no matter what He will be there.

Prayer: My Lord strengthen my faith that I will trust you in everything. I may not understand your love or why you want to take my burdens upon yourself, but I know what your word says and that you are faithful. Help guide me today and may I see you all day long wherever I go.

Scripture: 1 Peter 4: [2] As a result, he does not live the rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God.

Observation: I know how I lived most of my life, but am I going to finish well? I lived my life for evil human desires and hurt everyone around me including myself. I now have the desire to live the rest of my life for the will of God, but can I? Satan knows my number and only with God’s strength and power can I combat it. My heart belongs to God, but it’s a fight every day and I need to win to glorify God.

Application: Ask God constantly for the wisdom and strength it’s going to take to live this life in glory and honor to God. I need to search his will in my life by studying his word and keeping in prayer with my focus on Him. To remind myself of my place on this earth and who I belong to, to be the servant I’m called to be and to be obedient to all God asks of me.

Prayer: My Lord, my King direct me each day to do your will and not to stray. My mind wanders so easily and I get so involved in the things of this world. Help me finish well always searching for your will in every situation. May I bring a smile to your face each day and honor you.