My Heart is Overwhelmed

Scripture Psalms 61:2 From the end of the earth I will cry to You, When my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

Observation: It seems my heart is overwhelmed so much of the time anymore, I’m confused and not sure what I should be doing. Instead of crying out to my Lord I sit and think to myself what to do and become more overwhelmed. My Lord must be standing there with is hand reached out waiting for me to call upon Him for help, but I wallow in self-pity and go further into the pit. All I need to do is cry out to the God who has saved me so many times before, knowing He would rescue me again and again and yet I stay silent. He is my rock and my only hope.

Application: I tell others that I talk to who might be suffering from depression to lean on God, that they need to be the person God has intended them to be and yet I try to live this life on my own. God wants me to call on Him and depend on him. I’m not called to live a life independent from Him but wholly wanting to serve my Lord. I need to give up on trying to make it alone and stay close to my Savior and go where He leads me.

Prayer: Help me Lord I cry out to you take me by the hand and guide me through this life. Use me and all you have blessed me with to do your will. May my thoughts be of you all day long and that I will live a life that glorifies You. Show me what to do for I love you my Lord and what to please you. Take from me this sinful way and make me holy before you.