God Knows How Long

Scripture Job 14:5 Since his days are determined, The number of his months is with You; You have appointed his limits, so that he cannot pass.

Observation: I remember how I tried to end my life six different times. I thought I was in control of at least that since my life didn’t seem to make any sense. It wasn’t until much later I saw that I wasn’t in control of how long I’ll be here it was always God. Miracle after miracle God kept me alive and knew that my time here wasn’t over. I don’t know how long I’m going to be here and that doesn’t matter, what matters is what I do until it’s time to go home.

Application: I’m here to serve and fulfill a purpose and that is what I need to be doing. So I need to put my laziness away and get going doing God’s will. I talked to Pastor Mike last week and told him I had time to help. I’m starting the Depression and CIA ministries and we are going to have them on the web site. I need to follow through and not give up, like God never gave up on me.

Prayer: Dear Lord you are worthy of all of my love, praise and obedience. Guide me until it’s time to come home whether it’s tomorrow or years from now that my focus will be on now and how I might best serve you. I love you and desire that you are proud of me.