I Have My Doubts

Scripture: Matthew 28: [17] When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted.

Observation: I try to worship God with all of my heart, but at times I doubt. Does He really love and care for me? Does it matter what I do to Him. My mind is constantly going and most of the time in a negative direction and I doubt that the creator of all things would care what happens to me.

Application: I need to see all the miracles and answered prayers I have received from my Lord. There is no reason I should be alive writing this journal, yet God has a plan for me.
He has blessed me with the most wonderful woman as my wife and takes care of all of my needs and wants to use me to touch the lives of others and that should be my goal for the rest of the time He has me here.

Prayer: Dear Lord forgive me my doubts as you forgave Thomas. I know you’re there and I know you love me, I just don’t know why. Give me direction and strength to do your will.