I am Unworthy

Scripture: Genesis 32: [10] I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant. I had only my staff when I crossed this Jordan, but now I have become two groups.

Observation: I always think I deserve better or people should treat me better, but in truth I am unworthy. I am unworthy of all the blessings God has given me and there has been so many. I am even unworthy to be alive after the way I treated others and disrespected God. There is nothing I deserve that is good, but yet God continues to bless and protect me. I am unworthy of this life my Lord has blessed me with and especially unworthy of the life that I will have with Him for all eternity.

Application: I need to remember each day that I am unworthy and not expect anything from anyone. I am here as God’s servant and my duty is to serve. I need to go out of my way to find opportunities to serve my master and thank Him each day for all He has given me and get down on my knees, “thank you Lord for I am unworthy>’

Prayer: My Lord I do not understand your love and grace, but I thank you for all you give me. I’m only here because you desire it so and I will never be worthy of your love. Help me be the servant you call me to be and draw me close to you and use me to draw others close to you. I love you Lord.